Do you ever have those days when you just want to write down everything you're thinking?
Today is one of those days. I have been so motivated to do anything and everything to better
my college days, but today, not only did I skip the gym, but I'm not doing a lick of homework.
Technically, I have nothing due tomorrow, but all the same, I feel like a failure if I'm not doing
something productive at some point in time. Ally and I had a deep conversation the other night
about life, and if we're really doing what truly is going to make us happy. Sure Public Relations
will be useful for a variety of things, but will I be happy doing it? If someone were to say "What
do you want to do with your life?" I would say "Become a CSI (forensics), a fashion photographer,
or an educator. I could dig being a math teacher." And what am I doing? Going into a field where
I have to speak in front of large groups when public speaking is in my top ten fears. Perhaps this
is my subconscious way of forcing myself to get over my fear. Do you think that's possible? I don't
really know what to do at this point, because besides "COM 101: Speech Communications," I haven't
taken a single communications course so I have no idea if it's truly what I'd like to do. I have decided
that if I dislike communications, I will switch to education. I would love to say that I made an impact
on someone else's life.
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